C399 I Forced Myself to Do It
C399 I Forced Myself to Do It
I just want to tell you that since I'm not going to tell you, there's no need for you to ask any further. Everyone has their own personality, that's what I am. Maybe you just found out. I also wanted to tell you that I didn't want you to know that it would be good for you, for your own good, for our own good. And I'll tell you, I'll love you. "
After saying that, I stood up, walked over to the sofa and sat down. I lit a cigarette and took a long drag.
Hai Zhu was stunned for a moment, then she turned her head to look at me in a daze. "I'm sorry, I made things difficult for you." I knew that even if it was a couple, they had to have their own personal space, and everyone's private space had to be respected. I knew this in my heart, I had always tried to do it, to do it well, but I could never control my mind. Earlier, I really couldn't hold it in anymore. "I'm sorry."
"There's no need for you to apologize. You're not wrong. It's obviously right that you care about the man you love and your own personal interests." I said, "I should say I'm sorry, but it's me. I can't tell you why I said that, but I should say I'm sorry. I only hope that you don't force me. "
As I said this, my heart swelled with a great uneasiness and a dull ache.
Hai Zhu looked at me with confusion and frustration. She seemed to understand something, but she also seemed to not understand anything.
Hai Zhu staggered up to me and looked at me. "Bro, did I force you?" What did I force you to do? "
I exhaled and looked at Hai Zhu. "Zhu, let's not talk about this problem anymore, alright?"
Zhu shook her head, "No, I just want to know, what did I force you to do? "How did I force you?"
My heart was a little frantic and I was depressed to the point of going crazy. I gritted my teeth. "Zhu, alright. [You didn't force me, no one forced me, I forced myself to do it, alright? I was wrong, I apologize. Don't bring up this topic anymore, okay? " My voice was hysterical, my emotions a little out of control.
Hai Zhu fell silent. She looked at me with worried, troubled eyes, then sighed deeply.
After dinner, when I was done, Hai Zhu went into the study and busied herself with some of the company's management plans. I sat on the sofa, smoking and watching TV.
Looking at the TV screen, I thought about my conversation with Hai Zhu tonight and felt unhappy. I thought about Hai Zhu's timid look and suddenly felt a great sense of unease and guilt.
I got up and made a cup of green tea. Then I went into the study and gently placed the cup in front of Hai Zhu.
Hai Zhu, who was typing, raised her head and looked at me with eyes filled with deep emotions and comfort. She smiled at me. "Thank you, brother."
I smiled and lowered my head. I pinched Hai Zhu's chin and kissed her on the lips. Then I patted her head. "Baby, keep busy. I won't disturb you."
"Yes." Hai Zhu's mood improved. She happily agreed and continued typing.
A small unpleasantness seemed to have passed, at least on the surface.
I left the study and went into the living room. I seemed to be in a better mood as I continued watching TV.
After watching TV for a while, my heart began to feel uneasy. I always felt that there was something that I could not let go of. This matter made me uneasy.
I thought for a while, stood up and went to the balcony. Then I took out my cell phone and dialed Qin's number.
Qin is currently guarding Ningzhou behind the scenes, I want to know the current situation of Ningzhou.
I don't know if I'm being concerned about Lee Shun's business in Ningzhou or being concerned about his helpers, including Er Zi, Xiao Wu, and Duan Xiangloong, or if it's because Dong Xue is still at Ningzhou.
"Qin, what's the weather like at Ningzhou?" "No," I said.
"The weather is clear and cloudy." Qin's voice was full of worry: "It doesn't seem to be raining at the moment, but it seems like dark clouds are starting to cover the sky."
"Is everything settled?" "No," I said.
"While it is going on, everything is going according to Boss Lee's arrangements. Starting tomorrow, all the tables will be closed, the nightclub will announce the interior decoration, the business will be closed, and the pawnshop will be closed. "
"Where are the staff?"
"In accordance with the principle of being hurried before being slowed down, we will evacuate in batches to conceal ourselves. All the young misses have been dismissed, and all the special service activities will be stopped. "However, Er Zi and Xiao Wu …"
"What happened to them?" "No," I said.
"According to Boss Lee's arrangement, the two of them first need to leave and hide, but they said they will wait until everything is settled before leaving, they want to stand at the last post. Originally, I wanted to arrange for them to go to Cantonese tonight, I've already bought a plane ticket, but the two of them refused to listen and refused to leave." Qin said.
"Oh." I thought for a moment. "Maybe they were right to do that."
"What do you mean?"
"Er Zi and Xiao Wu didn't think the same as Boss Lee. Boss Lee wanted to protect everyone and be perfect, but with the current situation, things have gotten out of hand. In order to be perfect, someone has to come out and cover for the mistake." Er Zi and Xiao Wu were the parties involved. They understood Boss Lee's intentions, but they were also clear that they would not let this matter rest. Perhaps, when the time came, someone must come out to support them.
If they did not leave, it might be because they had their own considerations. Furthermore, they clearly understood that even if the two of them had left the Ningzhou, if the police of Ningzhou City were to make a move, they would still have a hard time escaping. "If they were to completely escape, Boss Lee would definitely drag them in. So, as compared to that, why not …"
"You think more or less the same as me. I think the same." Qin said: "Although Er Zi and Xiao Wu did not tell me explicitly, but I can roughly guess their thoughts. So far, that's all we can do. We'll have to take things one step at a time. "
"Where's Duan Xiangloong?" Where is he, and what is he doing? " "No," I said.
"He won't leave, he's extremely wealthy here, and he said that he won't leave the Ningzhou, of course, he won't be able to." Qin said.
"Oh."
"However, he did not participate in Boss Lee's incident on the porn side. He only participated in the casino, and he had been very secretive in his participation. He only helped to pull people over." "He doesn't seem to think this matter has much to do with him," said Wu. "He has no direct evidence of involvement, which is probably one of the reasons why he has not left."
"But if he continued to dig deeper, he would not be able to escape his responsibility." "No," I said.
"We still have to take things one step at a time. If the Ningzhou Police are able to handle this case and do nothing more, that would be for the best!" Qin said.
"This matter has already blown up. I'm afraid it won't be that simple. I'm afraid it will become the fuse of a series of storms." I said, "This matter has angered the higher-ups and alerted the higher-ups. The security departments of the upper echelons are all keeping an eye on them. I'm afraid they won't let this matter rest." The Ningzhou police might not even be able to control the situation now. "
"That will depend on our luck." Qin said: "No matter what, I will not leave the Ningzhou, even if everyone has left, I will still hold on here. Boss Lee has always been good to me, I can't leave him alone at this time. "Although what we have done is not a good thing and I am not a good person, but I still need to talk about the righteousness of the rivers and lakes."
Qin's words moved me a little, so I said: "You have to be careful, take care to protect yourself!"
"I will." Qin paused for a moment before continuing, "Oh right, brother, your former girlfriend Dong Xue is still in Ningzhou."
"How do you know?" "No," I said.
Qin smiled. "Bro, if I want to know about this, it won't be hard."
"Did Duan Xiangloong go find her?" "No," I said.
"Not yet." "Don't worry, I will closely monitor Duan Xiangloong's movements. I won't let Dong Xue be harmed or harassed by him," Qin said.
"Yes." "Thank you, brother!" I said sadly.
"Don't worry about Dong Xue's safety in the Ningzhou. I will take care of her. As long as she remains in the Ningzhou, I will protect her for one day." Qin was silent for a moment, then said: "Oh right, Boss Lee specifically gave me an important mission before he left, do you know what it is?"
"I wouldn't know if you didn't tell me!" "No," I said.
"Boss Lee told me to monitor Duan Xiangloong closely, and monitor him 24 hours a day." Qin said.
"Oh." I was a little surprised. "What does he mean?"
Qin didn't answer me directly and said, "When Boss Lee does things, we can't figure out what he's thinking. Sometimes it looks like he's confused, but sometimes, he seems to be exceptionally clear-headed."
Qin's words made me feel that Lee Shun's mind was still somewhat cautious. He seemed to really have a plan in mind, or maybe he just started to have a plan.
After the call with Qin, I stood on the balcony for a long time and smoked a box of cigarettes.
When he returned to the living room, he saw that the study room was still lit up and waiting. Hai Zhu was still busy.
I entered the study and stood behind Hai Zhu. "Zhu, it's getting late. Rest."
After washing up, I got into bed. I closed my eyes and lay on the bed, not feeling sleepy at all. Hai Zhu's body kept moving, as if she hadn't fallen asleep either.
The next day, at work.
In just a few short days, all 20 newly purchased distribution vehicles had arrived and the procedures had been completed. Qiu Tong was very efficient.
Cao Teng and I started the logistics distribution work in both our departments. Everyone started to work together and the large and small logistics distribution work that I had planned started to be carried out in an orderly manner. It officially opened.
I got busy as soon as I got to work. I didn't catch my breath until five in the afternoon.
I took some time to book a private room in Intercontinental Hotel for Xiao Zhu to practice tonight. I informed Haifeng, Yun, and Hai Zhu, who was in charge of Xiao Zhu's side.
Afterwards, I informed the Emperor and had him tell Sweetie Ru that he would have a meal with me tonight and meet with Hai Zhu at the same time. Tomorrow, we would officially start work.
The Emperor was very happy. He insisted that he would treat us tonight, but I declined. At the same time, I told him that he would not be able to attend the winery tonight.
When I was done, I went into Qiu Tong's office. Qiu Tong was on the phone.