Son-in-law's Romantic Life

Maybe it's really going to die, the memory that was once forgotten became so clear at this time.    

    

Originally, because of that difficult life, I didn't have the time to recall everything that I experienced before. But now, I realized that I actually didn't forget anything. I clearly remembered everything.    

    

That girl with braided hair.    

    

That was the first time a girl had confessed to me.    

    

I could even remember what kind of feelings I had at that time. It should be said that I was very excited. After all, there were actually girls who liked someone who was always unlikeable.    

    

Furthermore, even though I don't remember very clearly, that should be a pretty pretty girl.    

    

However, I refused.    

    

For someone like me, if a woman likes me, it can be said that I've burned incense for eight lifetimes. Logically speaking, I shouldn't have refused without knowing how to appreciate favors.    

    

But I'm very clear about my own situation. I don't have the capital to fall in love with a girl.    

    

Really, I have nothing. If I don't study well, my future will be bleak. For a boy like me, I can't give any guarantee to a girl.    

    

Even if I accept a girl's confession, even in the era of students, I might not need to worry about those things. But in the future, I have no future.    

    

I rejected that girl, and that girl left while crying.    

    

I don't even have time to pay attention to that girl. All kinds of things have already oppressed me to the point where I can't even breathe.    

    

But in my lonely and repressed memories, that girl is probably the only place I can feel happiness in.    

    

I barely made it through the first year of high school, but when I reached the second year of high school, I eventually dropped out of school.    

    

At this age, it's time for me to grow up. I study while working hard to earn money. Even I can't hold on.    

    

After dropping out of school, I met another benefactor in my life.    

    

Brother Zhang.    

    

It was Brother Zhang who brought me to this world. He was also the one who told me about the matters in Su Family. When I was at my wit's end, he found me a way out.    

    

I began to follow Brother Zhang.    

    

The hooligans in the underworld, helping people fight, and so on. Every time, they would get a sum of money. It wasn't much, but it seemed to be much better than before.    

    

But it was very obvious that I wasn't a qualified hoodlum. I wasn't ruthless enough.    

    

Although I can be like a mad dog in the face of the same hooligan and make the other party tremble in fear, when I encounter other situations, I do not know what to do.    

    

I still remember when I went out with Brother Zhang and the other brothers to collect debts for the first time.    

    

It was a woman.    

    

A woman who worked in a nightclub.    

    

She wore heavy makeup, high heels, a short skirt, and cheap black stockings.    

    

When we went over, that woman seemed to be preparing to go to work. When she saw us, she knew what was going on. She was very afraid and kept kowtowing on the ground, begging us to give her more time.    

    

Her scalp was already broken, and she kept crying.    

    

I saw that in that shabby and dark rented house, there was a little girl, a very cute girl.    

    

Secretly looking at the scene outside through the crack in the door, she blushed as if she was having a high fever and seemed to be in pain.    

    

When I saw that girl and that mother, I couldn't help but think of my grandfather.    

    

Just like how my grandfather took care of me when I grew up, this mother also took care of her own daughter.    

    

At that time, my heart softened. When Brother Zhang left a few harsh words behind and prepared to leave, I accidentally threw out the only 200 yuan I had on me from my pocket.    

    

That girl saw it and rushed over. She picked up the 200 yuan and wanted to return it to me.    

    

In front of my brothers, I blushed a little. I said it wasn't my money.    

    

In the end, that girl seemed to be very stubborn and said that she saw it fall out of my pocket with her own eyes.    

    

Brother Zhang and the others looked at me with a funny look. It made me feel extremely embarrassed. A person of that age still has this kind of status. It made me especially care about my face.    

    

So, she fiercely pushed that girl away and sat on the ground. Her knees were even torn.    

    

I loudly cursed and told the girl to get away. She should have paid off the money that she owed earlier. Otherwise, I would have sold them to the nightclub and left with a dark expression on my face.    

    

As for the girl, and even the girl's mother, I don't really remember what she looked like. It was very vague.    

    

Now that I think about it, I was really stupid at that time.    

    

I was clearly a poor person, yet I still had to put up a front and pretend to be fat. After that, I was hungry for an entire day, and only after I had a fight the next day did I get some living expenses.    

    

This matter was a very shameful thing, but I didn't expect to remember it now.    

    

After that, I asked Brother Zhang, what should I do if I encountered such a thing?    

    

Brother Zhang smiled bitterly and said what he could do. If he met an old man who doesn't want to pay back his money... We might charge forward and beat him up, forcing him to return the money. But what could he do when he met someone who really didn't have money? He could scold him and threaten him, but if he really did get hurt... Who was going to earn money to pay the debt?    

    

After that, it would be the Su Family.    

    

Under Brother Zhang's introduction, I entered the Su Family and became the Su Family's live-in son-in-law.    

    

In my painful memories, my life seemed to have changed after I entered the Su Family.    

    

It wasn't just a physical change, but also a spiritual change.    

    

In the Su Family, I felt a warmth that I hadn't felt for a long time.    

    

In the Su Family, I had a family that I had never had since my grandfather left. I felt a kind of affection and warmth.    

    

In this short period of time, that life made me feel exceptionally happy. It was as if all the pain that I had suffered in my life was worth it.    

    

However, humans are greedy.    

    

This kind of happiness is really too short for me.    

    

Thinking more and thinking more can allow me to experience this kind of happiness.    

    

If I die, I will leave just like my grandfather did back then.    

    

Then I will never be able to see Yang Xinyi, Yang Xinxin, Su Yiyi, Su Ning or Lin Xueying again.    

    

I will never see Sister Xiaolin, Brother Biao, or Brother Feng...    

    

One figure after another keeps flashing in front of me before quickly leaving. I want to reach out my hand to grab hold of this happiness.    

    

However, I couldn't do anything. I could only watch helplessly as the figures gradually disappeared in front of me.    

    

In that instant, an unprecedented intense fear suddenly surged in my heart.    

    

No...    

    

I don't want to be like this, I don't want to be like this.    

    

I want to... live on!