Son-in-law's Romantic Life

At first I didn't know what was going on, why I was just fine and suddenly became like this.    

    

However, I quickly reacted.    

    

The world was spinning, I was dizzy, and my heart was in a panic.    

    

This feeling was like a precursor to the addiction coming up.    

    

I have never used this kind of thing before, but I have seen how people who have used these things react. I still remember a brother who was together with me at that time... Once, when our brothers gathered together... That brother who was originally fine suddenly became somewhat impatient.    

    

He scratched his ears and cheeks, feeling restless. No matter what he did, he would feel uneasy.    

    

His face was pale, and his breathing was rapid. There was only panic in his eyes.    

    

Later on, we found out that he was infected with this kind of thing.    

    

At that time, our boss pressed that brother to the ground and gave him a heavy beating, the kind that almost killed him.    

    

Really, that was the first time I saw our boss's fierce appearance.    

    

Before this, I had never seen our boss's fierce side. He had completely turned into a madman, beating that brother up with all his might. Only after that brother had withstood that wave of attacks did our boss stop.    

    

Then, he held a knife and threw it in front of us, warning us that if anyone dares to provoke that kind of thing, don't blame him for turning against us.    

    

Unfortunately, Boss's beating and education did not make that brother change his mind.    

    

In the end, that brother still lost control because of his addiction. He held a knife and chopped people on the street. In the end, he was shot to death by the police.    

    

Because of that, I deeply know how terrifying that thing is.    

    

When that addiction comes, you completely lose control. The desire for that damn thing in your heart will surpass everything else. You will become like a madman, crazily thirsting for those things.    

    

He would do anything, until in the end, he would completely destroy himself.    

    

I don't know if I can endure it or not, but I have to put my life on the line. I don't want to become like that.    

    

In my heart, it is also a deep fear.    

    

These things have different effects depending on the purity of the ingredients. The gap between their reactions is also different.    

    

Ordinary goods might only act up once every two days or even a very long time.    

    

However, if the quantity was large, or if the purity was higher, the duration of the flare-up would be shorter.    

    

As for that fellow Guo Ao, I wonder how much he has put into my body. That is a lethal dose.    

    

Even so, I didn't think that it would take so long for it to take effect.    

    

Fortunately, it was still early in the morning and the hospital wasn't fully open yet. Otherwise, it would be terrible if I met a doctor who was making ward rounds.    

    

When Su Yiyi heard my words outside, her expression changed drastically and she looked a little flustered.    

    

"Then, then what should I do? I, what do you want me to do?" Su Yiyi quickly asked.    

    

This was also the first time Su Yiyi had seen such a scene. Previously, although it had flared up once, she had no recollection of it at that time.    

    

But now, looking at my appearance, Su Yiyi's heart was filled with fear for no reason.    

    

"You... You go out first and buy me a pack of cigarettes. Lock the door and don't let anyone in." With a hoarse voice, I said.    

    

The voice became hard to hear. It was urgent and irritable.    

    

My eyes are already constantly shaking, the focus in my eyes seems to be unable to be determined.    

    

After listening to what I said, Su Yiyi hurriedly ran out and locked the bathroom and the door outside.    

    

After Su Yiyi left, I felt slightly relieved in my heart. What I am most afraid of is hurting Su Yiyi when I act up.    

    

When I acted up, I didn't know what would happen. If I hurt Su Yiyi, I would regret it.    

    

The rate of breathing in his throat became faster and faster, and his voice became heavier and heavier.    

    

The extreme boredom in his heart and the manic feeling is getting stronger and stronger.    

    

In my heart, there is even an extremely strong impulse to destroy it crazily.    

    

I want to destroy everything I see in front of me.    

    

I clenched my fists tightly, and my nails dug into my palms. A stream of fresh blood flowed down the edges of my palms.    

    

I wanted to use this method to make use of the pain in my body to maintain my rationality and prevent myself from completely collapsing.    

    

I clenched my teeth so hard that I could even hear the creaking sound of my teeth colliding.    

    

However, gradually, I lost control of that feeling.    

    

The incandescent light in the bathroom became particularly dazzling at this moment. The originally gentle light seemed to have turned into venomous fangs of vipers that kept wriggling, wanting to devour me.    

    

That wasn't all. Even the surrounding walls seemed to be compressing towards my body, causing the space around me to become smaller and smaller.    

    

The ceiling above my head became closer and closer, and the entire room seemed to be distorted as if it was about to collapse.    

    

He sits on the floor with his back against the wall.    

    

Even though I had someone to rely on, I felt like there was nothing around me. My body felt like it was constantly falling into a bottomless abyss, and I could never see the end of it.    

    

In that bottomless abyss, there seemed to be countless sharp claws wiggling, wanting to wrap around my body and drag me down.    

    

I can even hear shrill screams and wild laughter in my ears.    

    

Countless figures were shaking around me. These people were holding knives in their hands, as if they wanted to mince my body into meat paste.    

    

Illusion, these are all f * cking illusions.    

    

I know, these aren't real.    

    

I keep reminding myself in my heart.    

    

But those things were too real, so real that it made my hair stand on end.    

    

"Get lost, get lost, don't come over..." I screamed in a hoarse voice.    

    

Both of my hands waved continuously.    

    

However, those things were still getting closer and closer to me.    

    

Bang! Unable to hold it in any longer, he punched the wall beside him.    

    

The collision between my palm and the wall, the burning pain that comes from the joints of my fingers, seems to make me feel a little better.    

    

That kind of pain seems to have temporarily calmed the panic and illusions that I have been enduring in my heart.    

    

But that was only for a split second. Soon, more and more fear swept over like a tidal wave, surrounding my body.    

    

At this moment, the door suddenly opened with a creak.    

    

Su Yiyi's figure appeared in front of me. She held two packs of cigarettes and a lighter in her hand.    

    

Huff... Huff...    

    

Panting intensely, I was like a wild beast as I scrambled over and snatched the cigarette and lighter from Su Yiyi's hands.    

    

At this moment, I have yet to completely lose my mind.    

    

I said to Su Yiyi, Let her go out first and leave me here alone.    

    

However, Su Yiyi lightly bit her lips and kept shaking her head. She even wanted to reach out and help me up from the ground.    

    

I could no longer control myself. Like an angry lion, I roared at Su Yiyi, "Get out, get out, get out..."    

    

"Hurry up and get lost..."    

    

I can't control myself anymore. If Su Yiyi continues to appear in front of me, I might pounce over like a Hungry Wolf and tear Su Yiyi's weak body into pieces.    

    

I don't want to!    

    

"Scram..."