Reborn Conceited Soldier

"Mr. Han, I hope that after my sister gets married, you can help me tell him that when he's in the clear, he'll burn a picture of my brother-in-law for me to see. I'm afraid that I don't know what the other world is like, and I don't know if I can see it. "Can I?"    

    

Sikong Banyu was silent and did not say anything. Death might be scary for everyone and was something they were afraid of, but for some people, even if they were scared, they would still step on this path without any hesitation. Sometimes, the fear of death could not shake their perseverance in other things.    

    

"Death... Is it really that scary? "    

    

Sikong Banyu's mind echoed with this question. All things tend to avoid danger, unwilling to die and pursuing longevity. However, at this moment, he suddenly understood that there were people pursuing longevity and death. They were the same, but most people only saw the beauty of longevity and didn't pay attention to the brilliance of death.    

    

"Spring is coming and summer is coming, do you know that? Did your parents give you siblings the meaning of that name? " Sikong Banyu sighed, turned around and continued talking to Liu Chun.    

    

"Only spring will have summer growth, if there is no spring, where would there be summer? Your family has met with a disaster. If you weren't alive, perhaps your sister's life would be even more confused than it is now, even if there is a material satisfaction to it, but the suffering in her heart is not worse than it is now. Your existence is the motivation for her to live.    

    

Liu Chun went silent when he heard that. His eyes turned red as two drops of tears slowly rolled down his cheeks. Yes, he understood his sister and understood her intentions, but … This required a choice, and his sister had paid far too much for him.    

    

He said tearfully, "I know, but I can't be that selfish anymore. Perhaps, my departure is the best choice. Big Brother Han, help me persuade my sister and let her live on, this is her final wish, I believe Big Brother Han, you have the ability to do so, right? "    

    

Sikong Banyu looked at Liu Chun's pleading eyes and sighed. He turned around and walked to the chair beside the coffee table and sat down.    

    

"Do you know? Everything has its cause and effect. Perhaps it's like you said, my past and present life, perhaps it's a past that you can't find. Actually, this is not only your cause and effect, it's also my cause and effect.    

    

Liu Chun nodded with a gratified smile: "Thank you, Brother Han."    

    

Sikong Banyu shook his head, "No need to thank me. As I said, everything has its reasons. That's part of my karma. Give me a pen and a piece of paper. "    

    

"Eh?" Liu Chun didn't know what Sikong Banyu wanted to do. After a short pause, he went to the drawer in front of the TV cabinet and handed over a piece of paper and a pen.    

    

Sikong Banyu raised his pen and looked at the white paper in front of him. He was in a daze and the hand holding the pen trembled slightly. Because he knew that with this one line, some things would disappear, some things would be round and lonely, some people … There will be no more.    

    

"Big Brother Han, what's wrong?" Liu Chun looked at Sikong Banyu and could not help but ask.    

    

Sikong Banyu came back to his senses and shook his head: "It's nothing. It's just that there are some things that I can't put down, but I have to put them down."    

    

As he finished, Sikong Banyu wrote three words on a piece of white paper, each stroke seemed to be writing with all his might, as if he was trying to remember. However, the calligraphy that was written in a few words seemed to have echoed Sikong Banyu for thousands of years, as the scenes in his mind shattered and vanished into nothingness.    

    

"Drip, drip …"    

    

A teardrop lightly fell on the paper, wetting a dot the size of a finger, wetting a single word on the paper.    

    

Liu Chun looked at Sikong Banyu at this moment and felt a deep sorrow surrounding him. He did not know what had happened, but he could feel that Sikong Banyu's sorrow was hundreds to thousands of times stronger than his own.    

    

He looked down at the three words on the paper and muttered, "Han Qingming …" Han Qingming … Big Brother Han, is that your name? "    

    

Sikong Banyu looked at the name on the paper and his heart sank into the bottomless abyss. Actually, he had already felt and understood the Origin of Life and Death before. However, he had not been able to create the true Origin of Life and Death.    

    

The real reason was because when the Origin of Life and Death appeared, he first had to admit that there was a difference between life and death, and in his heart, Han Qingming did not die. Although her soul had already dissipated, Sikong Banyu believed that it was only because he did not find her.    

    

But after looking at Liu Family's siblings, Sikong Banyu suddenly realized that maybe some things really should be given up. Giving up didn't mean throwing it away just like that. If it wasn't for Liu Chun's surrender, he definitely wouldn't have extended his hand.    

    

To them, he was the one that they had risked their lives to survive, but if he gave up, would that hand that could only help them appear? Whose hand would it be? He didn't know.    

    

He gently put down the pen in his hand, stood up, and said to Liu Chun, "This will be the end of our karma. Every year, we will clear the cold and clear the air to pay tribute to this person as payment for your continued survival. "Don't die."    

    

"Eh?" When Liu Chun heard what Sikong Banyu said, he was stunned. He didn't understand what Sikong Banyu meant by "you don't have to die" and "the price of continuing to live". He had put down the poison in that cup of tea. He definitely wouldn't be able to live past dawn.    

    

"Cold …" Before he could shout out, he felt his mind go blank, and in the next moment, he fainted.    

    

Sikong Banyu looked at the fainted Liu Chun and slowly retracted his hand. His gaze turned towards the white paper with the name on the table. A hint of sadness filled his eyes.    

    

"Qingming, I'm sorry."    

    

Sikong Banyu was very clear that if he let go of Han Qingming's death, then his heart would be completely empty. Everything would become meaningless, and he would be fearless and have no worries. What kind of people are the most terrifying? To put it in the most common terms, it was to be scared of being foolish, scared of being foolish, and afraid of not wanting to live. And what Sikong Banyu was going to do was a person who didn't care about his life.    

    

"Perhaps I should have done so a long time ago. It's just that I really can't make up my mind. Qingming, I hope you can forgive me."