C627 His Story
C627 His Story
"It seems like you want to tell me a story."
Sikong Banyu wasn't stupid. What else could he do if Qiu Xiaoren said such words and showed such an expression? Perhaps these things were buried in his heart, but he couldn't find a person to tell them to! Many people were envious of those who controlled large companies, large corporations, high positions, and were rich. In fact, many people knew that such a person had lost the qualifications to be an ordinary person, which was to be able to express one's feelings to any friend.
Sikong Banyu was very clear about this feeling of being high above others. Once a great emperor, he had no friends, no … He could not have friends, so he could only bear the sadness in his heart. It had to be said that Qiu Xiaoren's perception was correct. Sikong Banyu was the same kind of person, the type of person who could only hide secrets in their hearts and not tell others of their own kind.
Qiu Xiaoren's luck seemed to be a little better than Sikong Banyu because Sikong Banyu was the first person he could talk to. However, Sikong Banyu could not find such a person.
"Mm …" I do want to tell you a story, but I don't know if you want to hear it. " Qiu Xiaoren revealed a look of reminiscence as a faint smile appeared on his face. It was as if he was already reminiscing about the past.
"As a person, what I lack the least is time. I'm all ears." As Sikong Banyu said this, he walked up to stand beside Qiu Xiaoren, but he did not look at Qiu Xiaoren because Sikong Banyu knew that a man could sometimes reveal his weak side.
Qiu Xiaoren took a deep breath and said slowly, "Do you think my name is weird?!" Qiu Xiaoren? Hehe … I'm afraid no parent would give their child such a name? "
I know that this is not your real name, but something that you changed it to later on. As for why this name is called, everyone has their own reasons for doing so. It wasn't that he lacked curiosity, it was just that in everyone's heart, there was a very dark side to it. A person's past, no matter what, was enough to make them sad, so he wouldn't easily pry into other people's past. Unless it was absolutely necessary, or unless that person was his greatest enemy, he needed to know who he was.
"Hehe …" You really can see through everything. You don't look like a young man in his twenties at all. "Actually, my name isn't Qiu Xiaoren. It's Hua Faang Yuan, an ordinary rural child born in a small mountain village on the east side of China."
As he said that, Qiu Xiaoren fell into reminiscence.
There, everyone lives by hunting, and every family is a veteran hunter. Entering the Great Xing'an Mountains, smelling the snow and ice, and smelling the stench of whether it is a fox, Blind Bear howled furiously, the sunrise enters the mountains, the sunset returns, and the family gather around the stove, eating a piece of wild boar meat. Under the dim light, everyone's smiles are still the same as before, very sweet, and without any burdens.
"Do you know? In fact, the ice flowers under the snow are the most beautiful. Although the cold is bone-piercing, they have a kind of starfire in them that allows a body that has suffered from the cold to find its warmest embrace. And I found it. "
As he said that, Qiu Xiaoren's face was filled with joy. However, in Sikong Banyu's eyes, that scene became a type of speechless sorrow. It was a smile of pain, and it was Qiu Xiaoren's unbearable past.
"Say, why do so many people like to drink wine and drink wine when they are outside? The outside world is very wonderful, but also very helpless. Only those who have been young before would know how precious they were, and not be afraid to laugh at you. In fact, I feel very sad!" Ah Mei and I grew up together in our village. There's no doubt about it, I like her and she likes me too. It's just that we never talked about it, but it's not important. "
"The important thing was that year, I was thirteen years old and I was studying in the town. My grades were a mess, and Ah Mei's grades were excellent. I was taken by her uncle to the provincial capital to study and study. After that, we separated. Maybe a thirteen-year-old child didn't know anything! At that time, I kept telling myself that I would go find A'Mei. It's a pity that my family was poor and couldn't afford to go to the capital, so I had to find my own way out. "
"So you entered the world of the black net, right?" Sikong Banyu asked.
Qiu Xiaoren smiled, "No..." When I first came into contact with computers, I was very interested. Perhaps this is a type of talent! "I have a strange feeling about the instructions and programming of the computer. It's as if these complicated symbols are difficult in the eyes of others, but in my eyes, they become like spirits to me. I can control them however I want."
And it is precisely because of my outstanding talent in computer science that I have received the attention of the school and have been sent to the provincial capital to study computer science in the institutions of higher learning. In fact, I had only just gone into my second year of high school, and have not reached the age and time to enter university at all, but as you know, the rules are that people can live and die, so I became the youngest student in the provincial capital.
"However, in my heart, none of this is important. The most important thing is that when I came to the provincial capital, Ah Mei is there." I remember that day, the first day I came to the provincial university with three hundred yuan in my pocket for living expenses, I couldn't wait to run to A'Mei's school to find her. Don't ask me why I didn't contact her in advance.
"But …" When Qiu Xiaoren said this, he suddenly swallowed his words with a mournful look on his face.
Sikong Banyu took a deep breath, "There's a big difference between her and the person in your memory, right?"
"No …" "You're wrong, A'Mei hasn't changed, she's just by her side, she has to hide everything from me and she has to wear a mask to meet people. She hasn't changed, and I, on the other hand, don't have the ability to let her reveal her true nature without worry. As a man, I am a failure, really …"
Qiu Xiaoren blamed himself. If he had known about this world and a person's responsibilities earlier, he might not have felt so sad.