C418 Let Me Show You What Kind of Life I Live
C418 Let Me Show You What Kind of Life I Live
In any case, he didn't intend to acknowledge Jiang Xuyao.
To others, having a father like Jiang Xuyao was the luckiest and most glorious thing in their lives. But to Xue Chen, having a father like Jiang Xuyao could only make him suffer endlessly.
It was better not to have a father like Jiang Xuyao!
What should a person's life have?
It was nothing more than family, parents, and children!
This was what everyone had, but Xue Chen had nothing.
After his mother gave birth to him, she passed away. His father was missing. He did not know who his father was for more than twenty years.
Other people learned how to walk and talk. It was his parents who taught them, but what about Xue Chen?
It was Martial God, taught by his uncle.
When he was young, he only had the impression of Martial God. There was no one else.
When he was young, he saw other children loved and cared for by their parents. Xue Chen cried and begged for Martial God's parents, but he was reprimanded by Martial God. He even beat him up.
After that, Xue Chen found out that Martial God was holding the picture of his mother. His eyes were slightly red, and he didn't know what he was talking about. After that, Xue Chen never asked for his parents again.
He started to be sensible. The two words "father and mother" seemed to slowly disappear from his world.
Because he didn't. Even if he did, he didn't.
He started. He didn't say anything at first, but it didn't mean that he didn't feel pain. It didn't mean that he didn't hate him. He hated himself. He hated himself for not having parents. He hated his mother for giving birth to him. He hated his father for abandoning him!
As time passed, Xue Chen became more sensible. He knew more. His hatred and pain gradually became numb as time passed. He accepted it. His hatred for his father was buried deep in his heart.
Someone once said that... Someone once said that fate was a son of a b * tch. Since he could not resist, he would learn to accept it.
Therefore, Xue Chen had been accepting it for a long time. This was also the thought that Martial God had instilled into him since he was young - accept!
You must accept everything, because you have no right to change everything.
Now that Jiang Xuyao had appeared and was married, he had a daughter with another woman. She was Chen Shimei. This made Xue Chen's anger reach the edge of erupting, but it was forcefully suppressed by him.
Now that Jiang Xuyao had started to speak, Xue Chen finally couldn't help but roar in a low voice.
That hidden hatred was completely revealed at this moment. The hatred and resentment buried in his heart was like the mouth of a broken dam, erupting out.
He wished he could use the most vicious words in the world to scold Jiang Xuyao. He wished he could beat Jiang Xuyao up for his mother and everything that he had suffered for more than twenty years.
However, he forcefully controlled the violent aura in his heart and did not do so.
pressing on Xue Chen's slightly red eyes, Jiang Xuyao's expression became ugly. "I have let you down..."
"You have let me down?" Xue Chen looked at Jiang Xuyao with a slightly twisted expression. "Are you worthy of my mother?"
Jiang Xuyao was silent.
He wanted to know who he had let down the most in his life.
Then Jiang Xuyao would definitely answer without hesitation that it was Xue Chen and his mother.
"I know, I have let you and your mother down..."
Before Jiang Xuyao could finish his sentence, he was interrupted by Xue Chen. "Do you want to send me off with just one sentence?"
"I know you hate me..."
"Not only do I hate you, I also want to kill you!"
As soon as he finished speaking, a terrifying killing intent suddenly emerged from Xue Chen's body and instantly enveloped the entire restaurant.
At this moment, Xue Chen looked like a devil that had crawled out of hell. His entire body was filled with an endless sense of death. Not only that, his eyes were also filled with an incomparably vicious look.
This terrifying killing intent surged out, causing Shen Xuening, who was sitting beside Xue Chen, to feel her heart tremble. At the same time, her originally beautiful face turned pale in an instant.
Jiang Ehuang, on the other hand, was suppressed by Xue Chen's terrifying aura until she was unable to breathe. Her hands and feet became cold. At this moment, all the strength in her body seemed to have been suddenly sucked dry by something.
Only Jiang Xuyao was fine. He was not affected at all.
"I know you want to kill me. If I were you, I would be the same!" Jiang Xuyao said with a face full of pain.
If his son hated him, he would have to consider what had happened to him. However, if his son wanted to kill him, he would do the same. That was no longer a problem.
"You know that I want to kill you, yet you still dare to ask me out? Are you really not afraid that I will kill you?"
"Being able to die in your hands is a form of release for me." Jiang Xuyao took a deep breath and said. "If you want to kill me, then do it."
Jiang Xuyao closed his eyes and looked like he was waiting for death.
Xue Chen looked like an enraged beast when he saw Jiang Xuyao's face.
"Do you think I don't dare?"
Xue Chen grabbed a table and a knife. With a flash, he appeared in front of Jiang Xuyao and placed the knife on Jiang Xuyao's neck.
Shen Xuening's heart sank when she saw this. "Xue Chen..."
"Brother...
Shut up!" Xue Chen looked at Jiang Ehuang coldly. "I don't have a sister like you. Remember, don't ask about me in the future."
"Xue Chen, calm down first. Put down the knife first. No matter what, he is your father. If you kill your father, you will be struck by lightning. Even if you hate him, you cannot kill him. Otherwise, you will be committing treason..." Shen Xuening looked at Xue Chen with a pleading look and said.
Shen Xuening could see that Xue Chen was currently in a berserk state. It was very likely that he would kill Jiang Xuyao.
"Xue Chen, as the saying goes, raise your head and look at the sky. May I ask who the heavens let go of? Everything he did will naturally be punished by the heavens..."
"But what if the heavens want to let him go?"
Shen Xuening was stunned. Then, she gnashed her teeth and said, "I will help the heavens deal with him!"
"Trust me. If Heaven is unfair, I will take justice for Heaven. Put down the knife first and calm down..."
Shen Xuening stood up and slowly walked towards Xue Chen.
After carefully walking to Xue Chen's side, Shen Xuening slowly put her hand on Xue Chen's hand and slowly took off the knife that was placed on Jiang Xuyao's neck.
As soon as the knife was removed, a bloody scar appeared on Jiang Xuyao's neck.
It was because of the knife in Xue Chen's hand. It could be seen that Xue Chen really wanted to kill him. He was not trying to scare Jiang Xuyao.
After Shen Xuening took the knife from Xue Chen's body, she threw it to the side and pulled Xue Chen tightly, afraid that Xue Chen would do something extreme again.
Jiang Xuyao slowly opened his eyes and touched his neck. When he saw the blood on his hand, Jiang Xuyao said in a self-deprecating manner, "Do you really want to kill me?"
"Don't provoke me, or I will definitely kill you!" Xue Chen said coldly.
"Do you hate me that much?"
"Yes!" "I hate you. I want you dead."
"If I die, will you forgive me?" Jiang Xuyao said heavily.
Shen Xuening and Jiang Ehuang panicked when they heard Jiang Xuyao's words.
What was Jiang Xuyao trying to do?
"Dad..."
"Uncle Jiang...
[I can think about it!]
As soon as Xue Chen finished speaking, Jiang Xuyao picked up the knife in front of him and stabbed it into his chest without hesitation. Immediately, fresh blood flowed out and dyed his white shirt red in an instant.
Jiang Xuyao's sudden action shocked Jiang Ehuang and Shen Xuening.
"Dad..."
"I'm fine!!" Jiang Xuyao took a deep breath and looked at Xue Chen. "Is this enough?"
Xue Chen did not expect Jiang Xuyao to hurt him in this way. He would kill himself to ask for his forgiveness.
"Do you think I can forgive you just because of this?" Xue Chen said, unmoved. "In your dreams, I will never forgive you."
After hearing Xue Chen's words, Jiang Xuyao picked up the steel needle of the mutton skewer he had just eaten and stabbed it into his chest again.
The way he almost committed suicide twice in a row made Jiang Ehuang's face immediately burst into tears.
She did not expect that a good meal would turn out like this. Xue Chen actually had such deep resentment and hatred towards Jiang Xuyao.
Why on earth?
Shen Xuening also did not know what to do.
Jiang Xuyao was too cruel to her. He did not show any mercy or hesitation.
Shen Xuening begged Xue Chen not to let Jiang Xuyao continue like this. Otherwise, he would definitely lose his life.
If anything happened to Jiang Xuyao, it would be a disaster for the entire Hua Xia. It would create a hurricane.
He absolutely couldn't die. At least, he couldn't die in Fengxiang City, let alone in front of them.
"Enough!" Xue Chen still could not bear to stop Jiang Xuyao from committing suicide. "No matter what, I will not forgive you unless you die."
As soon as he finished speaking, Xue Chen pulled Shen Xuening and was about to leave.
At this moment, Jiang Xuyao suddenly opened his mouth and said, "Can you tell me how you have lived for so many years?"
He did not participate in his son's life for more than 20 years. However, he did not want to know how his son had lived for the past 20 years.
After hearing Jiang Xuyao's words, Xue Chen's footsteps paused for a moment. He slowly turned around and looked at Jiang Xuyao, whose face was slowly turning pale. His voice was hoarse as he said, "Do you really want to know?"
"Yes!"
"Alright, I'll tell you how I've been living for the past 20 years!" Wang Yao said. Xue Chen's face was twisted. "I'll show you what kind of life I've been living."