C630 Chapter 630
C630 Chapter 630
"Wait!" Her hand suddenly stopped him, "You look terrible, is it because you didn't sleep well yesterday?"
"..." "Maybe." He lowered his eyes and looked at his right hand that was being held by her. Just now, his hand had been around that man's neck. With just a little more force, it would have broken that person's neck.
"Then go back and rest early." Bai Yuerann released her hand.
"Does Miss hate people who sell their bodies for some purpose?" Cang Yao suddenly asked.
Bai Yuerann was slightly taken aback. "Not really."
He jerked his head up and looked into her eyes with a questioning look — though this was the answer he wanted to hear.
"Since it is for a certain goal that I am selling my body, it means that to that person, that goal is even more important than my body. If it is for something I want to do, I will not hate it." Bai Yuerann said slowly, "However, if I don't even have a goal and don't care about my body, I will hate people. If I don't even respect myself, how can I expect others to respect me?"
His lips were white and her words were like sharp swords, stabbing at his heart and making him feel inferior.
"I... "He's gone to change." He fled, taking off his clothes in the locker room. In the mirror of the locker room, his body was reflected. It was a sturdy and lean body, somewhere between a teenager and a man. There were some small scars on his body. This was the result of years of training. This body, compared to the one he had on the day he was ten years old, was like the difference between heaven and earth. But no matter how much his body changed, it couldn't change the fact that he was ten years old.
If there was a purpose, Miss would not dislike it. What she hated was purposeless … Back then, the things that he had been done by his instructor were basically … There must be no purpose!
At that time, he did not care about what would happen to his body!
His fingers were trembling as he tried to open the cabinet, but he failed several times. His fingers were trembling uncontrollably, and this trembling quickly spread throughout his body.
"So dirty." He lowered his eyes, looking at his own body as he whispered. If he had known that he would meet his mistress and fall in love with her, then he would have cherished his body more than anyone else, and would have allowed himself to stay by her side.
If you knew earlier...
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Bai Yuerann felt that Cang Yao was weird. Ever since he came back from the gym, he hadn't talked much. Even if she took the initiative to ask him, he would only give her the simplest of answers and would never say anything superfluous.
His face was expressionless, and his eyes seemed to have lost all spirit. They were like a pair of glass beads, beautiful but empty. This made her feel as if he had returned to the past, as if he had turned back into that heartless doll, a doll body with a delicate appearance, without a real soul.
"Yao, if you have something on your mind, you can say it." She stopped him.
"I don't have anything on my mind." He denied it.
"Lies!" She pointed out the facts directly.
"I'm not lying."
"Alright, then raise your head and look at me. Say what you said to me again."
His body stiffened, his thin lips pursed. Then, he slowly raised his head and looked at her as if he was using all his strength.
Her eyes were clear and sharp, and he seemed to have nowhere to hide from her.
"I... "I did not …" He struggled to open his mouth, only to find that she was looking at him in such a way. It was so hard to say a lie.
"Do you know? Every expression, every voice, you're saying you're lying. " she said.
He was so flustered that he wanted to stop talking, but she had already raised her hand and cupped his face. "What's on your mind? I don't want you to say it by order, but I hope it's you who will say it to me. "
He stared at her blankly, and finally said, "Can I always stay by the Miss's side?"
Did he hear what his father had said that morning? Bai Yuerann guessed in her heart and suddenly thought of what Xi had said earlier. If she couldn't respond to the same feelings, then letting Yao stay by his side would actually make him lose the possibility of liking other girls.
What was her feeling for remoteness? Was it just an ordinary liking, or could it be turned into another liking?
"I like you, so of course I want you to stay by my side. But if I do that, it would be unfair to you." Bai Yuerann said in a serious tone, "That's why I need to think carefully before I can answer your question."
Unfair? "And what is unfair?" "What if I don't care about what's unfair?" All he wished for was to be able to stay by her side forever.
"Just like Xi wants Si to be happy, I also want to be happy." she said.
His heart was in pain again, so she only liked him the way Jun Yuexi liked Si.
"I know." At the same time, he made up his mind.
If he couldn't stay by her side forever, then at least he had to make sure that she didn't hate him. This goal was more important than his body and more important than what he wanted to protect.
The next day, it was Cang Yao's first time not having a class without permission, and he saw Xu Luosheng once again in a secluded place in the school.
"What do you think? Have you considered it?" Xu Luosheng asked with a sinister smile.
"Yes." Cang Yao said lightly, "As long as I finish that thing with you, it will be alright?"
"Of course. I can also guarantee that unless one day, the Sect Leader and the others tell Miss Bai, she will never know about this matter, much less know any details." With that, Xu Luosheng walked in front of Cang Yao. With a wretched expression, he stuck out the tip of his tongue, licking the elegant neck and jaw of the young man in front of him.
"Here?" Cang Yao asked. The intentions of the other party at this moment could not be any clearer.
"Of course, it's only exciting here." He wanted to crush this person beneath his body, to humiliate him to his heart's content in this place. In the end, this person was still just a youth. No matter how strong he was, he still lacked experience in life.