C442 Chapter 442
C442 Chapter 442
As she spoke, she gazed tenderly at her round belly and stroked it with one hand, as if she were looking at some treasure.
All of a sudden, he realized that all of her words were for the child in her womb. Right now, all she cared about was that child. She wanted him to live, to live with this child, not to die with her after she died.
"Why?" Even though he understood what she meant, he still wanted her to say it out loud. He stared at her, his hands clenched into fists, the veins popping on the back of his hands, and it was clear that he was trying hard to suppress his anger, afraid that if he couldn't control it, he would hurt her.
Jun Haixin looked up at Bai Zhuyun, her eyes calm and unperturbed, "I don't want to drag a person to die with me. Even if it was your own will, I don't want to. "What's more …" Her voice paused, "It's one thing for a child to have no mother in the future, but if a child doesn't even have a father, then it would be quite pitiful."
She can't give a child a fatherly family, but at least she can give him or her a little fatherly love. Although she knew that even if she wasn't there, her brother and sister-in-law would still be able to take good care of the child, but … If Bai Zhuyun was willing to give this child a fatherly love, then for the child, it would be better, but also make up for her absence.
Bai Zhuyun suddenly stood up and walked in front of Jun Haixin. His punch grazed her shoulder heavily and landed on the sofa behind her, "Because of the child, you want me to live?"
"Yes." She pursed her lips.
They were close enough that she could see the anger in his eyes and feel his hot breath.
He stared at her, hateful! If he hated this woman, he wouldn't even give her a chance to die!
Suddenly, he sneered. His laughter was so ear-piercing that it was like a cold steel needle stabbing into her cochlea, piercing through her eardrums, and digging into her heart.
His heart felt as if it was being pierced by a piercing pain, a pain similar to the pain of a full moon that he hadn't felt in a long time. But today was not the full moon, and it had been a long time since she had been pregnant.
This pain … What exactly was it …
Jun Haixin didn't know, because this kind of pain was unfamiliar to her.
"Very good." Bai Zhuyun's face was full of self-mockery, "Jun Haixin, what you cared about the most before was Jun Ziyan. For him, you can turn hostile, slap me hard, or you can go to bed with me. Now, the person you care about the most is the child in your womb? For the sake of your child, you can give your child the surname of Bai and see me on your own accord just so your child can have a father in the future?! "
These questions were like a heavy hammer, viciously smashing against her heart, but her expression was still calm. "Yes."
It was one simple word, but before she finished speaking, his fingers had already gripped her lower jaw, "You really care about a lot of people, but what makes you think that I'm willing to listen to your arrangements?"
His eyes clearly told her that whether his child was surnamed Jun or surnamed Bai didn't matter to him at all.
"I …" However, just as she opened her mouth, he pressed his lips against hers, blocking her words. His tongue went into her mouth, stirring her saliva, taking her tongue into his mouth, using his teeth, biting down, as if he was venting all of his dissatisfaction.
His tongue didn't bleed from being bitten, but it was still extremely painful. Her lips were also faintly hurting as his lips were being crushed.
She pushed his shoulders with her hands, wanting to push him away, but she didn't think of his hands. She easily cut her hands behind her back.
At this moment, both of Jun Haixin's hands were gripped by Bai Zhuyun's left hand, while his lower jaw was gripped by his right hand. Because of the gesture he made, her jaw was opened, her lips involuntarily parted, as if inviting him to taste it, while saliva uncontrollably flowed out from the corner of her mouth and down her chin.
"Ugh …" "Mhmm …" Jun Haixin initially struggled but didn't dare to move too much, fearing that she would hurt the child in her womb if she was careless. However, it was useless to struggle like this. Therefore, she simply stopped moving and allowed Bai Zhuyun to kiss her.
He kissed her with his eyes closed. His thick black eyelashes cast a deep shadow on his eyelids. However, her eyes were wide open as she looked at his face that was extremely close to her. His silvery-white hair hung on her forehead due to his posture, fluttering as he moved and inhaled.
This kiss continued to grow deeper, deeper, and deeper. It was as if he was venting his emotions, yet also as if he was being mesmerized and intoxicated by it …
When he ended the kiss, even without looking in the mirror, Jun Haixin knew that she was in a sorry state.
She said unsteadily, "Let go."
He ignored her, his hand still on her wrists. The tip of his tongue lightly licked the crystal saliva from the corner of her lips. The anger in his eyes from before was gradually being hidden. When he had licked all the saliva from her chin, his eyes still became dark and solemn.
His head was buried against her shoulder, his breathing heavy.
"Are you willing to do anything for your child?" After a long time, his hoarse voice finally came out from her shoulder.
Jun Haixin stared blankly for a moment before replying, "There are some things that I can't do just because I want to." For example, living for a hundred years, or … Love him.
"No, as long as you want to do it, you can definitely do it." he said.
Doubt appeared in her eyes, as she didn't know what he was referring to.
He slowly straightened up and let go of her wrists.
Her hands were finally free, and now he stood looking down at her, his thin lips parted, saying word by word, "If you want your child to be named Bai, if you want me to be the father of the child in the future, then at least give me a rightful identity, or do you want the child to know that he or she is just an illegitimate child, and that I'm just a man whose mother has played with him or her?"