C613 Chapter 613
C613 Chapter 613
She couldn't even remember how long it had been since she had cried, but now, she was crying so miserably, crying so much.
It was her order, and he knew he should obey it. But as he kept hearing her crying in his ear, his hand pulled her automatically, pressing her head into his chest. "In that case, I can't see Miss's face either." It was the first time he had disobeyed her orders.
Her face was buried in his arms, and her tears seemed to be absorbed by the fabric of his clothes.
No one could see her face, so she could cry to her heart's content. And he would stay with her, he would stay with her until the moment of his death …
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Jun Haixin didn't expect her daughter to return home with swollen red eyes. Ever since she was young, her daughter rarely cried. Compared to normal children, she was calmer and stronger.
However, no matter how strong a child was, there would always be times when he would feel sad. Seeing her daughter like that, Jun Haixin's heart couldn't help but to tighten, "Aren't you going to Chu Lyu's birthday party today? Was it something unpleasant that happened at the banquet? "
Bai Yuerann shook her head. The banquet... When she went, the party was long over.
"Then tell Mommy, why are you crying? Mommy knows you won't cry for no reason. " Jun Haixin continued.
Bai Yuerann was silent.
Seeing that her daughter had no intention to say anything, Jun Haixin turned to Cang Yao, who was standing behind Bai Yuerann, and said, "Xiao Yao, tell me, what happened?"
"Don't say it!" Bai Yuerann suddenly said.
Jun Haixinwei was surprised, but Cang Yao said lightly, "I know." Then, he closed his mouth and didn't say anything.
It was obvious that Cang Yao was replying to Bai Yuerann, using his actions to show that he only thought of Bai Yuerann as his master. Therefore, when both of them gave the same order, he placed Bai Yuerann's orders first.
A sense of loss arose within Jun Haixin's heart. Was it because her daughter had grown up? Thus, he wouldn't stick close to her like he did when he was young. He would tell her all of his feelings.
However, what Bai Yuerann said next caused Jun Haixin's sense of loss to dissipate.
"I'll talk to Mommy myself, so you don't have to say anything!" Then, they went to the study room together.
Yesterday, she had seen her father sitting alone in this study room. Today, it was her and her mother who were sitting on this sofa.
"Am I the child whose father raped me?" Bai Yuerann didn't even bother to say anything tactful and directly said the thing she cared about the most.
Jun Haixin was stunned. "Why are you …" Due to the shock, her voice was a little out of tune. Although the elders of the Jun Family knew about this, they were all secretly hiding it from the younger generation. Naturally, his daughter should not know anything.
"I heard Daddy and Mommy talking this morning, and Mommy didn't want to have my baby at all, did she? And to Daddy, I'm just a tool, a tool he can marry Mommy! " Bai Yuerann continued with her head lowered, her voice hoarse from her previous crying.
At that time, was her daughter standing outside the door? It was because he had heard those words that he had …
"Mommy …" I've never wanted to give birth to you. " Jun Haixin gently placed her hand on the top of Bai Yuerann's head and gently stroked her head. "Even though I knew I was pregnant with you and I've been in shock and disbelief, just thinking about killing you in my stomach makes me feel very uncomfortable."
"Because I'm Mommy's Predestine?" she whispered.
"No, because you are my daughter, the continuation of my life, and the proof that I am alive in this world." Jun Haixin said, "Predestine only understood the truth when she first saw you when she gave birth to you. But before you were born, I thought, I must try to give birth to you and teach you everything I know. I must try to love you and make your life happy no matter how much your body hurts. At that time, I only wanted to be your mother. " But her daughter would be her Predestine, which was another type of happiness.
"But I was clearly a father who had just given birth to his mother, so wouldn't Mommy be very annoying?" No woman would be able to stand being pregnant with a child of a man she did not love.
"I... I've never hated it. " Jun Haixin Huanhuan replied, her mind once again recalling the scenes from that day. At that time, she had conflicts and struggles, and more importantly, she wanted to give birth to her child, as well as to Bai Zhuyun's emotions that even she herself expressed, "At that time, Mommy once hated your dad because he did some things that I can't forgive. But at the same time, she would sympathize with him and feel a sense of pity for him.
Yes, even if she wasn't willing to admit it, her heart had already begun to slowly lean towards that man who was willing to give up everything for her. When she saw the pain he was begging for, she sometimes felt like she was looking at herself.
Is that right? Mommy doesn't hate her birth?! Bai Yuerann thought that her indecisive heart was slightly at ease because of her mother's words.
"But to your father, you are not a tool, but a hope." Jun Haixin continued.
"Hope?" Bai Yuerann looked up at her mother.
"Yes, hope in despair. Daddy really wanted to be with Mommy, so you were his only hope at the time. "Therefore, Rann …" Jun Haixin paused before opening her arms and hugging her daughter, "You are not only your father's hope, but also mine. It was you who allowed Mommy to form a family with Daddy, allowing Mommy to be more frank with her feelings, and also allowing your Daddy to climb out of despair. "
Jun Haixin's words allowed Bai Yuerann's heart to gradually calm down. She wanted to believe in what her mother had said. She wanted to believe that she was a hopeful existence.
"Then Mommy, did you make up with Daddy?" Bai Yuerann suddenly asked.
Jun Haixin smiled slightly. "Mommy will make up with daddy soon." That's right, the previous Zhuyun had already experienced a round of despair. If it wasn't for the fact that her despair had reached its peak, he wouldn't have used such extreme methods to get her pregnant.