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After a long while, Jun Haixin finally spoke first, "What do you still want to talk to me about? I thought I had said what I had to say. "    

    

Bai Zhuyun's body shook slightly. That's right, she had said everything. In that village, she had honestly told him her true thoughts for the first time, or perhaps … It should be the last time.    

    

She said she didn't hate him, but she didn't love him either.    

    

Therefore, to her, he was just an ordinary outsider without any other feelings. However, he wasn't happy at all.    

    

Compared to how she treated him, he would rather she hate him. Even though her hatred would make him feel pain, pain so much that he would even feel suffocated, that at least meant that he had a place in her emotions.    

    

Not like now, when she passed in front of him, she didn't even look at him.    

    

"How are you these days?" He asked in a low voice, his voice had a hint of desolate hoarseness to it.    

    

Jun Haixin slightly pursed her lips, wanting to shake off Bai Zhuyun's hand. However, the expression on his face, and his voice, made her feel a little unbearable.    

    

I can't bear it... How strange that she would use the word 'can't bear' towards Bai Zhuyun.    

    

"I'm fine." She finally answered him.    

    

"Where's the child? Did he cause any trouble for you?" He glanced at her belly, which was bigger than it had been in the village at that time, and it was so big that he was suddenly afraid. Would her production go smoothly? When Xia Huanhuan saw the nurse carrying the baby out, she was pushed out of the delivery room. This feeling of fear unexpectedly spread throughout his body.    

    

Her age... If there was any danger during the birth … Suddenly he hated himself for wanting so much to tie her up that he had designed her to become pregnant, forgetting to consider the risks of her birth.    

    

"He (she) is very obedient and didn't make much of a fuss." Jun Haixin answered. Strictly speaking, apart from being unable to move, the child in her womb didn't give her any pain at all.    

    

Occasionally, she would lose sleep and think about him, about him, about all the things that had happened to her over the years. She knew that although the child in her womb had not made trouble for her, her mind was not at peace.    

    

After hearing this, he once again fell silent. He didn't say anything, but his hand still hadn't loosened. It was obvious that he didn't want her to leave.    

    

Jun Haixin twisted her wrist, but Bai Zhuyun held it even tighter.    

    

"I... "I missed you very much." He said hoarsely, "I know you may not have thought of me at all, and I know you never loved me, but... Even if it's sympathy, even if it's pity that I've loved you for so many years, sympathy that I've tried my best but still couldn't get your heart. Haixin, don't turn a blind eye to me, okay? "    

    

A man who had once been high-spirited, a man who had once said that what he wanted was never sympathy, was now begging for it even though it was sympathy.    

    

Jun Haixin was stunned. Was this still Bai Zhuyun? Was this still the Bai Zhuyun she knew?    

    

Or perhaps, she had never truly understood him, nor did she ever understand that he loved her to such an extent. What he said could be said to have completely placed his dignity beneath her feet. She could step on it and completely shatter his dignity.    

    

"But what's the point?" She didn't have many years to live. If this went on, he would sink deeper and deeper into the abyss. Would he really have to die with her when she died?    

    

He smiled bitterly, "It may not mean anything to you, but to me, it will let me live."    

    

Jun Haixin was silent because she did not know what to say anymore. He had said all that he could. If he kept going, it would just be repeating what he had said before.    

    

Bai Zhuyun smiled bitterly. He clearly knew that he wouldn't be able to get this woman in front of him in this lifetime, but he couldn't let her go no matter what.    

    

He took hold of her wrist and slowly moved his fingers down, taking her hand. "The one who holds the hand, will stay with your son until you are old." He said in a low voice, "Haixin, you are here, and I am here. You live for one year, I live for one year, and every day you live for one day, I live for one day. Even if you don't love me, I will give you my life. "I only beg of you, please allow me to occasionally see you. Even if …" He paused. "For the sake of the child." The only person who could move her was the child in her womb.    

    

Jun Haixin remained silent. Her eyes were lowered slightly, and her long eyelashes covered most of her phoenix eyes, making it hard for him to guess what she was thinking.    

    

At this moment, her skin was so white that it was transparent. Her expression was fleeting, as if he was clearly holding her hand but actually wasn't holding onto anything.    

    

His hand found its way to her cheek, and the next moment, he took her in his arms. He did not dare to hold her too tightly because she was pregnant with a child. However, he made her face stick close to his chest, truly feel her existence.    

    

Jun Haixin struggled and wanted to leave Bai Zhuyun's embrace.    

    

"Haixin, let me hold her for a moment. Just for a moment." he begged, his voice so low.    

    

Her struggling slowly lessened, and just like that, she quietly stayed in his embrace. The tip of her nose was filled with his breath, her left ear was close to his chest, and she could easily hear his heartbeat.    

    

Jun Haixin didn't know why she would let Bai Zhuyun hug her like this just because of Bai Zhuyun's words. They were in such an intimate position. Was it because she couldn't afford what he wanted, so she could only make up for it this way?    

    

After an unknown period of time, Jun Haixin said, "It's time for me to go back." She pulled away from him slightly.    

    

This time, he let go of her hand and watched her turn around, watching her carefully, step by step, down the stairs.    

    

When Jun Haixin walked downstairs, Jun Zixiu was leaning on the staircase. When he saw her, he lightly smiled, went up to support her, and asked, "Aunt, do you want to directly return to Jun Family?"    

    

"Stop the car when you pass People's Square. I want to buy some baby stuff." Jun Haixin said. For some reason, she suddenly wanted to walk away and relax. Perhaps it was because the meeting with Bai Zhuyun just now had disturbed her mood and made her feel depressed all of a sudden.    

    

"Alright." Jun Zixiu agreed and took Jun Haixin into the car. They drove all the way to the People's Square, but didn't say a word about what happened with Bai Zhuyun.