C286 I Don't Want to Lose You
C286 I Don't Want to Lose You
She had made up her mind.
She did not want to say anything. She only hoped that she could stay by his side obediently for the rest of her life.
Even if she lied to him, it would be better than hurting him.
But now, why did God test her like this?
Even Bai could see her strange expression. Xi Muqian must have noticed her abnormality.
How could she lie in front of Xi Muqian's doubts?
A lie needed more lies. She would not be able to end it in the end.
Seeing that she did not speak, Xi Muqian let go of the hand that was holding her shoulders.
"Since you don't want to tell me, then you don't need to tell me. You rest. I will ask Zirao."
Lih Huang quickly reached out and grabbed his wrist.
"Don't go."
"Lih Huang, do you know how worried I am about your current appearance?"
Lih Huang shook her head and continued, "Don't go."
"Then tell me what happened."
Lih Huang's face was sad. "Muqian, I don't want to lose you."
Xi Muqian held her face and said firmly, "You won't lose me."
"If I tell you about this, I will lose you."
Xi Muqian narrowed his eyes. "I said you will not lose me. " So tell me the truth. Don't let me worry about it alone. "
Lih Huang looked up at him and slowly withdrew her hand that was holding his wrist.
She clenched her fists. She did not want to continue hiding this matter.
Perhaps that was the will of the heavens.
She exhaled and mustered all her courage to say: "Before this, I told you that you were my first man. Actually, you were not my first man."
Xi Muqian frowned when he heard this.
What did she mean? Why did the topic change to this?
And why wasn't he her first man?
Lih Huang's reaction at that time could not be faked.
He asked, "So this matter has nothing to do with the tragic conversation between you and Zirao."
Lih Huang's voice was a little shaky. "He is my first man."
Xi Muqian's face suddenly turned pale. He looked at Lih Huang's expression without blinking.
Lih Huang lowered her eyes. "Tang Zirao is my first man."
"Shut up." Xi Muqian's voice was not loud, but it was loud enough for Lih Huang to hear him clearly.
He took a few steps back and sat on the sofa.
Lih Huang did not even dare to look into Xi Muqian's eyes.
She did not dare to imagine what kind of blow this would cause to Xi Muqian.
The ward was silent for a long time.
Xi Muqian finally opened his mouth to ask again. "So you've been lying to me all this time? When I brought you and Tang Zirao to meet for the first time, it was as if you didn't know each other. " Every time we went out together, you all acted very unfamiliar. Could it be that you guys have been acting all along? "
No. " Lih Huang shook her head. Her heart was sour and uneasy. She could not help but want to cry.
But she was the one who did the wrong thing. She did not have the right to cry in front of him.
Tears had already gathered in her eyes, but she still forced herself not to cry.
"It's not what you think. I didn't lie to you. " I only found out about it from Tang Zirao yesterday. I lost some of my memories. Although I didn't tell you about this, Bai and Niannian knew about it. "
Xi Muqian clenched his fist. "What did Tang Zirao tell you?"
"He said he was framed a few years ago. He was chased by someone when he passed by Nanshan, so he went up the mountain on foot and happened to meet me who was going down the mountain. " It was raining at that time. I saw that he was a little uncomfortable and helped him into the small wooden house on the mountain. In the end, the drug took effect and he raped me... "
As she spoke, she lowered her head and tears rolled down uncontrollably.
At this time, Xi Muqian also clenched his fists.
Tang Zirao...
Lih Huang took a deep breath and continued, "He said he wanted to make it up to me. But because I was greatly stimulated, So I lost that period of memory. My brother asked him to leave my life and not provoke me anymore. All these years, I always thought that what my brother told me was the truth. "I thought that I lost my memory because I accidentally fell down and hurt my head while climbing the mountain..."
Lih Huang shook her head. "I really don't remember that I am no longer a virgin. When the Shao Family accused me, I even felt that I was wronged. " But now, I really don't know what to do. Muqian, I'm really sorry. "
As she spoke, she covered her face with her hands and cried silently. She did not want him to see her in a sorry state.
Xi Muqian kept staring at her.
His gaze slowly became heavy.
He thought of the woman Tang Zirao said he had a crush on.
Tang Zirao said, "Actually, I wanted to tell you about this before, but as time passed, I felt that I could not tell you about it. When I wanted to say it again, I had already lost the chance to tell you about it."
"I love her very much."
At that time, Tang Zirao had even tacitly agreed that the person he loved was the person beside him.
For the first time, Xi Muqian felt that he was really stupid.
He had never thought that Tang Zirao had anything to do with Lih Huang.
He looked at Lih Huang. "Why did Tang Zirao tell you this? "Does he want to take you away from me?"
Lih Huang wiped away her tears. She looked up and shook her head. "He wants me to keep this a secret forever. He does not want to hurt you and he does not want me to hurt you."
"Since he didn't want to hurt you, then he shouldn't have told you about this from the start. He was the perpetrator, so how could he hurt you again?"
Xi Muqian's heart was pounding. Obviously, he was really angry.
The more he thought about it, the more annoyed he became. He got up and wanted to leave.
Lih Huang quickly got off the bed and went up to hold him. "Muqian, where are you going?"
"I am going to find him and ask him what he is thinking."
Lih Huang shook her head. "Don't go."
"Now that things have come to this, do you want to protect him? Didn't he hurt you before? Could it be that you still have compassion for him?"
"He doesn't want to hurt you, and I don't want to hurt you either."
Xi Muqian's eyes were red. He held her shoulders. "You are you, he is him, and you are mine."
Lih Huang looked at him. Her face was full of tears.
Xi Muqian helped her wipe away the tears on her face. "Wanwan, don't cry for him. I will go crazy."
Lih Huang took a deep breath, "I am not crying for him. I feel sorry for you."
"Stop apologizing. I don't want to hear this." He sent Lih Huang back to the bedside and pressed her shoulders to let her sit down.
"Go to sleep. You are not allowed to interfere in the matter between Tang Zirao and me. " You need to remember that you are my wife. You cannot meet him again. "
Lih Huang's eyes turned red as she stared at him. She did not know how to comfort the angry him.