CEO, You Look Like My Daddy

Yunling probably knew the knot in his heart and sighed without saying anything.    

    

He couldn't tell whether Jian Chenrann's choice was right or wrong, but he couldn't say those comforting words.    

    

"Yun Ling, I want to leave." Jian Chenrann said in a hoarse voice.    

    

Yun Ling raised his eyebrows slightly and shook his head when he heard that. "Even if you rush there now, it's already too late."    

    

"I know, I just..." Jian Chenrann's eyes turned red and his clenched fists trembled slightly. "Even if I can't help much, I still want to go."    

    

Yun Ling shrugged and said, "I don't agree with you leaving at this time, but if you insist on going... I won't stop you either. But you can think about it first. Besides, even if you insist on going, Then you have to solve your personal problems, such as the Lin Family couple. Lin Xiaodou and the child. For example, how are you going to get there? What if there are dangers along the way? I can't possibly send more men to escort you there. "    

    

"I understand." Jian Chenrann laughed at himself and said, "I don't have the face to ask you to send someone to send me there."    

    

Yun Ling looked at him and said, "Actually, you don't have to rush over because of that little bit of guilt in your heart. Everyone around Haixi is stronger than you. She also doesn't need your help. You rushed over in a hurry now, not to mention making Lin Family and Lin Xiaodou unhappy. It might even add to Haixi's burden. I don't care about how you and the Lin Family are doing. I am only worried that you will help Haixi out. Instead, you will bring more danger to her."    

    

Yun Ling paused and continued, "My words may not sound good, but they are the truth. When each of us makes a choice, we make the best choice at the same time. Rather than letting the sheep die to mend the lamb's cage and take advantage of the last chance to save the relationship between brother and sister, it would be better to let go of you and let Haixi go. This way, we don't have to pretend to be intimate because of this already unfamiliar relationship. You could also live with your wife and children, and Haixi could also have her own life. It might not be a bad thing if we don't disturb each other. "    

    

After listening to Yun Ling's words, Jian Chenrann did not speak for a long time.    

    

Yun Ling didn't want to say anything more, so he turned around and prepared to leave.    

    

Just as he turned around, he heard Jian Chenrann's incomparably hoarse voice, "I understand what you mean. I also do not intend to give Haixi any trouble. I just want to see her and the children safe and sound. I will go alone and won't disturb her. Don't tell anyone either. If Haixi is fine, I will come back. No one knows that I have been there. This is good for everyone."    

    

The corner of Yun Ling's mouth slightly pursed. Without saying anything, he lifted his leg and walked away.    

    

Jian Chenrann looked at Yun Ling's back, and his heart was filled with regret and pain.    

    

Back then, he chose to stay here in order to protect Lin Family and Lin Xiaodou's mother, but because of this, he also lost Jian Haixi, the love of Jian Yi and Jian Rui, as well as Yun Ling's group of friends.    

    

Although everyone would still protect him and take care of him, it was still difficult for them to befriend each other.    

    

Jian Chenrann took a deep breath, turned around and went upstairs to find Lin Xiaodou.    

    

After he went upstairs, Fu Zuoann sighed and said to Yun Ling, "Actually, Chenran's child is not that easy. You don't have to ask for too much from him."    

    

Yun Ling pursed his lips and said, "Uncle Fu, you worry too much. No one has ever asked for anything from him. Look at Haixi, the children, and the Qiao Family. Who has contacted him? Not to mention asking him for help. Everyone knew his choice and respected his choice. However, if he chose, he would ask others to do it with their hearts and lungs. That would be too hypocritical. Isn't that right? "    

    

"Sigh..." Ning Fubaang sighed and waved his hand. "Let's not talk about this anymore. Let him go."    

    

JOJO looked at Yun Ling and asked tentatively, "Can I go to Xiang City?"    

    

"No!"    

    

"Absolutely not!"    

    

Yun Ling and Old Qin said at the same time.    

    

The corner of JOJO's mouth twitched. He looked at the two of them and wanted to explain, "I'll go and help..."    

    

"I don't need your help. Just stay at home." Elder Qin hit his back with his walking stick and said, "If I know you dare to run away, I won't take medicine or see a doctor. I... I will go on a hunger strike again. Do you believe me? "    

    

He had already lost a granddaughter and had also sent his grandson, Qin Zhixu, to Xiang City. If the only remaining JOJO of Qin Family went to Xiang City, how could he bear it?    

    

Yun Ling said with a smile, "JOJO, you should stay at home. If you really want to help, I won't be able to do anything here. Help me share the burden so that I can go to Xiang City and cause trouble."    

    

"Alright, you can tell me what you need me to do." JOJO said hurriedly.    

    

In the room upstairs.    

    

Lin Xiaodou had just put the child to sleep and was about to go out to find Jian Chenrann when she saw that he had already walked in.    

    

"I was just thinking of going downstairs to find you." Lin Xiaodou went forward and smiled.    

    

Jian Chenrann looked at her but could not laugh. He quietly sat down next to the baby bed.    

    

"What's wrong?" Lin Xiaodou's smile froze. She walked to Jian Chenrann and sat down next to him. She put her hand on the back of his hand and said, "Chenran, are you worried about Haixi? Don't worry. Haixi will be fine... "    

    

"How do you know?" Jian Chenrann interrupted her and asked.    

    

"I..." Lin Xiaodou choked and did not know what to say.    

    

Of course she did not know that those words were just words of comfort.    

    

It was just that she did not expect Jian Chenrann to suddenly ask her in such a serious manner.    

    

Lin Xiaodou was stunned for a moment, bit her lips and said in a low voice, "Chenran, you still regret it, right?"    

    

She always knew that when Jian Chenrann stayed by her side, he always remembered Jian Haixi and the two children in his heart.    

    

Many times, Lin Xiaodou saw Jian Chenrann secretly flipping through the children's photo album.    

    

She had also told Jian Chenrann that if he wanted to find Jian Haixi, he only needed to go. She and the child would stay at home and wait for him.    

    

But every time she said that, Jian Chenrann would always smile and shake his head.    

    

Lin Xiaodou felt wronged, "Chenran, I have never forced you to do anything. Stay with me. You always force yourself to smile more often. I know you are worried. Haixi. If I keep you by my side like this, I won't be happy even if you're unhappy. I told you earlier that you can look for Haixi. I will wait for you. Since you chose to stay, then what are you doing now? Please don't vent your emotions on me and the child, okay? It wasn't that I wanted you to stay, it was you who chose to stay. If you want to leave now, you can."    

    

"Maybe you're right." Jian Chenrann said tiredly, "Xiaodou, I was willing to stay in the past because in my heart, Haixi is very important to me. You and your child are equally important to me. My ability can't help Haixi much. At least I can protect your mother and your parents. I have never regretted my choice. I just watch Haixi suffer every time. I always blame myself. My mother died prematurely, and my father died. In this world, the only true family member of Haixi is me, her brother. But at her most difficult time... When all her friends were risking their lives for her, only I, her brother, hid at the very back. Xiaodou, I never regret staying by your side, but if Haixi dies... I will live in pain my entire life."    

    

Lin Xiaodou froze, and then tears flowed down from the corners of her eyes," I understand. If you want to go, then go. I will still say the same thing. My child and I will wait for you at home. "    

    

"Thank you." Jian Chenrann did not dare to raise his head. He reached out to touch the sleeping baby, but withdrew his hand halfway.    

    

"I am not a good brother, nor a good husband, a good father." Jian Chenrann was ashamed.    

    

He had always been a gentle and kind person. He was not as decisive as Jian Haixi since he was young.    

    

He wanted to take care of everyone around him as much as possible, but life was never perfect. In the end, neither of them was good.    

    

It was just like when Bai Jing and her daughter were still living with them, he also hoped to be able to deal with his father's family and take care of Haixi at the same time.    

    

But later on, he realized that his regression would only intensify the ambitions of Bai Jing and her daughter. If he had joined Jian Haixi earlier, he would have cut down everything in his way. Perhaps the Jian family would not be like this anymore.    

    

Lin Xiaodou knew that he was conflicted and sad in his heart. She shook her head and went forward to hug him, "Chenran, perhaps to many people, your personality is too indecisive. But your kindness and gentleness are what I like and love. Please don't think that you are useless, okay? You don't know how much I love your gentleness and consideration. I don't think Haixi will blame you. Instead, it is your self-blame that makes Haixi worry. If you want to find Haixi, I won't stop you. I won't say anything to my parents either. You can go and do what you want to do in peace. This time, Don't leave any regrets. When you and Haixi are safe, give me a call. I will wait for you at home. "    

    

"Xiaodou..." Jian Chenrann hugged Lin Xiaodou and said emotionally, "Thank you."    

    

"We are husband and wife, why do we need to thank each other?" Lin Xiaodou reached out and touched his cheek. "You can go. I will tell Mom and Dad. It will save you the time to go late."    

    

Jian Chenrann lowered his head and kissed the corner of her lips. He nodded and said, "Okay."    

    

"Chenran..."    

    

Lin Xiaodou grabbed his sleeve tightly and said," You and Haixi must be safe, understand? "    

    

"Don't worry. I am just going to take a look. Maybe everything will be over when I go." Jian Chenrann smiled and said.    

    

After talking with Lin Xiaodou, Jian Chenrann went downstairs with a simple backpack.    

    

Yun Ling saw that he really convinced Lin Xiaodou to leave and could not help frowning slightly, "Have you decided?"    

    

"Yes." Jian Chenrann nodded and said," Help me find a car. There's no need to prepare anything else. Also, just tell me Haixi's location. You don't need to tell me the exact location. If someone finds me, I might be exposed. "    

    

Yun Ling nodded and said, "Okay."    

    

"Thank you very much." Jian Chenrann thanked him. Before he left, he hesitated and said to Yun Ling," Xiaodou and the child, I will leave it to you. "    

    

At this time, Yun Ling did not say anything else and nodded. "Don't worry. Also... take care."    

    

Jian Chenrann smiled slightly and nodded. "I'm just going to take a look. There won't be any danger."